Together with the 1st of my ‘NRS Apologies’ being planned for early January 26, I am looking differently at things. I’m not trying to compete with the Oracle’s (Matrix 1,999) beliefs of “seeing things big picture”, yet sometimes I now have flashbacks of how things used to be.  For CSA Victims to hear reasoning of other matters reflect the same questions you’ve had: “try not to think of it as right or wrong” (Morpheus). 

You may be thinking that I’m distancing myself from what harm CSA has left on me. To that I’ll agree, which is often thought of as ‘disconnecting’. Yes, bad stuff has happened. Others have been through worse. One positive is when you can move on from these bad thoughts, nightmares, memories & flashbacks. Everyone has their own way to cope. If you can – great. If you’re going through this stage – good luck. And if you need any help – please reach out: There’s now more specialists/counsellors/therapists/supports, who can focus on what works for you. It’s never too late to reach out…